Its almost midnight but i can sleep.Do not know why i started this blogg  because i hate writing .Today its another day without you.I woke up with tears rolling down my cheeks.Just the thought of  going through another day without u hit me.It was then i realise that it was not a dream but all real.Just hurts that u never got the chance to see me reach my goal and to see how much i have grown .Today was not easy , i had to go to school through it all.It was like everything reminded me of you.From the first spring flower to the stranger next to me.The hardest part its that i did not get to say goodbye.I can feel your presence everywhere i go.Are u realy here ?